the tiny little lesson of ACCEPTANCE

I loved this photo above. Believe it is a direct revolt against the one that says,"Keep Calm and Carry On"

HA!!!!

This has been a 'throw stuff' kind of week for me.

Here is what I am not going to do anymore.

1. Rage against my disease, ( tis' useless )

2. Tell people the details anymore, ( its just TMI, lets face it)

3. Stop taking drugs (yeah, my doc calls it medicine, but whatEVER!)

4. Sit on my pity pot (though cozy now)

5. Be mad my freakin' skinny relatives don't get a 'buffalo hump' of their own
(I'll find a way for mine to be fashionable and enviable instead. Maybe I'll name it,put freaky faces on it and dress it in a moo moo

6. Fight (I'm out)



I'll just do this again. I'm pretty good at it. Camelion it is.

BUT

I will continue to have faith. I caught myself in the doctor's office this morning about to pray and then, thinking to myself, "Whats the use?"

I will not follow that path.

I know that God knows more than I do, and has his reasons. I trust him and will just endure.

More patiently this time.



(One of my favorite celtic spirals. I'm beginning a fierce family history frenzy, to be detailed in another post. I have this one on a bracelet I wear daily)

This one is earth, fire, and water intertwined by purpose and power.

Thinking I am in the fire section right now, but trust .....water is coming soon.

Because although I accept. . .

I still hope.